Hiyya Lovelies,
I writing this blog post today because I need to apologies for the lack of blog posts there has been. As you all know (if you watch my YouTube channel) 1-2 month ago I found out I was pregnant- I was really happy and overwhelmed and was overjoyed I was gonna have my own little baby to look after and set my mind to. Unfortunately about 2-3 weeks ago (from the date of this blog post) I got rushed into Singleton Hospital (South Wales) because I was suffering with bleeding and terrible cramping pains (never want them pains again)....so you all probably can guess what happened....yes I had a miscarriage...Apparently to my doctor I suffered the miscarriage at 7 weeks of my pregnancy but only start getting symptoms at 11 weeks. I am now getting through things slowly and carefully and hoping to try again very soon. But the main reason why I was telling you guys this short story is because it was the main reason why I stopped YouTube and Blogging. I wanted the best for my baby and wanted to focus on the pregnancy and getting my own place before the baby came. But now (obviously) I am back to blogging and back to Youtubing and I just want to say to you guys and girls- Thank you so much for supporting all the way through, I've really appreciated all the support I've gotten..especially on my Instagram (follow me at @kylie_baby_97).
Also I have been diagnosed with "Social Anxiety" which I'm still getting use to. As you know most girls like going out shopping, spending the "dosh" and just having fun in town or where ever they go. I'm one of these girls but every time I go out by myself I get really paranoid like someone is trying to attack me from behind or sneaking up on me and I start panicking and getting really bad panic attacks. Unlike most people they can talk to random people or strangers as we call them and have a really good conversation with them. I find it hard to communicate with people and I cramp myself up and get a little nervous and scared. I explained this all to my doctor and she is getting to me help and support with this and has diagnosed me with "Social Anxiety". This isn't a full diagnostic but hopefully we will get a full one soon.
Once again I am very sorry for the lack of posts on my blog and videos on YouTube but hopefully everything should be back to normal in a few days/weeks.
Until then!
Kylie xox is out!
